Assalamualaykum.
Dah lama tak menulis.
Almost two months I guess. MasyaAllah, sesaknya kepala sekarang ni.
The moment when I get one week off for the term break, but then, I have MICPA-ICAA exam on 30th April 2013.
Ya Allah, dah la banyak lagi tak study.
Tapi takpe, as long as I still have time,kena study sungguh-sungguh. Tak boleh fail, otherwise the employment offer to work at BDO will be terminated and I need to pay all the costs incurred to date about RM10K.=(
Nangis lagi.
Bila dekat cuti, kawan-kawan ajak pergi jalan-jalan tengok dunia sambil menghabiskan masa bersama-sama. Maklumlah dah final semester kot and my best friends are going to overseas a few months from now. Tapi, pada masa yang sama, my family has been asking about "Bila nak balik?""Bila nak balik?"
Ya Allah, kena buat pilihan lagi. Tak sanggup rasanya nak menghampakan kedua-dua belah pihak. Friends and Family.
Mid term break pulak, ingatnya nak balik dalam 3 hari je, lepas tu nak study kat kolej ni. Tapiiiiii, sekali lagi tak sanggup nak bagitau mak yang nak balik sekejap je. Nangis lagiiiiiiiii.
So, I decided to punggah all my books, nak balik study kat rumah. Ye, sangat berisiko. Tapi, tu lah namanya pengorbanan. I really need to grab both. Family and studies. Sungguh-sungguh ni.
Nanti dah start keje, lagi la nak balik kampung pun susah. Adeiiiii. Tembak kepala sendiri.
About friends, dah la for the past 9 months, kitorang praktikal dan bukannya di tempat yang sama. Sekarang pulak bukannya semua orang berada dalam kelas yg sama, berbeza tempat tinggal. Kalau ada nak pergi jalan-jalan hujung minggu, memang kena tolak awal-awal sebab ada kelas kat Sunway almost every weeks. Ya Allah, dugaan apakah ini??
I and my friends. Sama-sama busy. Dah 2 bulan start sem baru, untuk duduk semeja, makan bersama. Belum tertunai lagi. MasyaAllah.=(
Lepas 30hb ni, I just promised myself, kalau kawan-kawan ajak pergi mana-mana, kena ikut.
Tolong lah permudahkan segala urusan, Dear Lord.
For those who always help me, sangat bersalah sebenarnya. Kenapa mesti ada kekangan masa?
Kenapa? Kenapa? I need time to repay all of your kindness. I never forget all of your good deeds towards me dan sesungguhnya Moga Allah sahaja yg dapat membalasnya.
Sedihnya.
May Allah ease everything.
Surat Ash-Sharh [verses 5-6] - For indeed, with hardship [will be] ease. Indeed, with hardship [will be] ease.
Dah lama tak menulis.
Almost two months I guess. MasyaAllah, sesaknya kepala sekarang ni.
The moment when I get one week off for the term break, but then, I have MICPA-ICAA exam on 30th April 2013.
Ya Allah, dah la banyak lagi tak study.
Tapi takpe, as long as I still have time,kena study sungguh-sungguh. Tak boleh fail, otherwise the employment offer to work at BDO will be terminated and I need to pay all the costs incurred to date about RM10K.=(
Nangis lagi.
Bila dekat cuti, kawan-kawan ajak pergi jalan-jalan tengok dunia sambil menghabiskan masa bersama-sama. Maklumlah dah final semester kot and my best friends are going to overseas a few months from now. Tapi, pada masa yang sama, my family has been asking about "Bila nak balik?""Bila nak balik?"
Ya Allah, kena buat pilihan lagi. Tak sanggup rasanya nak menghampakan kedua-dua belah pihak. Friends and Family.
Mid term break pulak, ingatnya nak balik dalam 3 hari je, lepas tu nak study kat kolej ni. Tapiiiiii, sekali lagi tak sanggup nak bagitau mak yang nak balik sekejap je. Nangis lagiiiiiiiii.
So, I decided to punggah all my books, nak balik study kat rumah. Ye, sangat berisiko. Tapi, tu lah namanya pengorbanan. I really need to grab both. Family and studies. Sungguh-sungguh ni.
Nanti dah start keje, lagi la nak balik kampung pun susah. Adeiiiii. Tembak kepala sendiri.
About friends, dah la for the past 9 months, kitorang praktikal dan bukannya di tempat yang sama. Sekarang pulak bukannya semua orang berada dalam kelas yg sama, berbeza tempat tinggal. Kalau ada nak pergi jalan-jalan hujung minggu, memang kena tolak awal-awal sebab ada kelas kat Sunway almost every weeks. Ya Allah, dugaan apakah ini??
I and my friends. Sama-sama busy. Dah 2 bulan start sem baru, untuk duduk semeja, makan bersama. Belum tertunai lagi. MasyaAllah.=(
Lepas 30hb ni, I just promised myself, kalau kawan-kawan ajak pergi mana-mana, kena ikut.
Tolong lah permudahkan segala urusan, Dear Lord.
For those who always help me, sangat bersalah sebenarnya. Kenapa mesti ada kekangan masa?
Kenapa? Kenapa? I need time to repay all of your kindness. I never forget all of your good deeds towards me dan sesungguhnya Moga Allah sahaja yg dapat membalasnya.
Sedihnya.
May Allah ease everything.
Surat Ash-Sharh [verses 5-6] - For indeed, with hardship [will be] ease. Indeed, with hardship [will be] ease.
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